I don’t know what to do, how to feel or what to say. You’re the one that I love but does that mean I should be with you? What if, what if I want to leave and you want to stay? I can’t be held back from what I want. You would stop me from doing what I want!
Then there’s him, and there is you. I do realize nothing would be official but I like him as a friend.. You would stop me from seeing him. I know what you’re like, throwing your weight around and whatever. You hurt me. I love you though, so much.. So much that it hurts to see you hurt, I love the way you wrap your arms around me and everything is suddenly right & safe again.
Remember when this was what a blog was for?!